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"License to emulate" 21​/​4​/​22

by Deftera

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1.
Shit Fuck I fucked it License to emulate is all I aspire to receive in the mail from you and I hope it comes soon Any time I have an original thought my brain starts to dry up of course but when I continue to say things that sound like you then everything is true again My luck is running out I think I might have to leave my house and find somewhere to stay My emptiness is obvious to anyone who is in my earshot Anything that comes out of my mouth is just like puppy food
2.
Celebration 03:28
Every time I see your face I got a first-class ticket to a special place but then you go away and I don't like it When I hear your name it makes my eyes puff up and I'm crying even though I just woke up I haven't got any make-up but I look like it Your voice is like a piano chord Every word out of your mouth leaves me feeling interested in what's gonna come next and I'm excited by it Your feet they've got ten tiny little toes Even if they had 0 I would love all of those and I think that I want to see them every day I just lost a lot of jobs and I celebrated because it means I get to see your face (and maybe you naked) That's what I hope and I think I'll enjoy it Can't wait to see you again you know it's very special when we get to bone and you're more than my friend You're my lover
3.
Lick the last few drops from the day Aren't you glad the demons came to stay? 'cause it gives you such a tidy excuse to rent your room out to the obtuse and you know what you're gonna do with your day off Yes you do Time to celebrate Happy Ballantine's Day Happy Ballantine's Day I hope your good luck all turns great and if you could stand up we'd all appreciate it Take down this number You might need it after all, you don't even know yourself Before you and slumber introduce yourself to yourself Just remember the softest win comes from a kid without a chin and no I don't know what that means but I'm wishing you all the same a happy Ballantine's day Happy Ballantine's Day You know I hope all your good luck turns great and I hope the pain doesn't leave behind too much paint
4.
I'm a peach eating man I was born in late November I'm a peach eating man and I can't hardly remember a single day that went by without me eating a peach let not a single day pass by without a peach in reach That just ain't how I play it Sugar I'm a peach eating man You better believe I got a peach hidden up each of my sleeves I'm a peach eating man and I don't like the look of yous I'm a peach eating man and you're looking at me I'm a peach eating man Don't look at me C'mon Get outta here Ain't nothing for you Get outta here sucker Peaches I'm a peach eating man and I don't know my way back home I got a peach in each hand and I don't wanna be alone I'm a peach eating man and I want another friend I'm a peach eating man just looking for the end No my peach eating days are done I know I already ate the last one and I'm here at the bus stop looking for a chunk of change I know my peach eating days are behind me But I can't help but wish I could find me another little pit of a peach to suck on once I know my peaches are gone
5.
Twisted singer what are you about? You want to sing a melody? Then why do you shout so much Bitch of a singer Look at you so proud You want to whisper in everyone's ear Then why are you so fucking loud? You wanted to pass a message You think it's so important to Want to pass a message Who are you passing it to? Twisted singer Why are you in a cage? It's a sin You're in such a rage You know everyone's waiting for you to get your shit together and live so stop masturbating and give Give of yourself Everyone wants to share Give of yourself You might as well
6.
Mister Barbar Won't you over take my life Mister Barbar don't make me ask twice Mister Barbar I've been sitting here in your chair Waiting for the day you take me by the scruff of my neck Mister Barbar try harder I want you to be my leader I want you to be my Barry Marder And I know what you're gonna say to me You're gonna tell me Stop watching so much TV Mister Barbar Don't be vicious with me Just ask me What I'm afraid of and I'll tell you it's love Mister Barbar don't treat me so unkind Mister Barbar If I was a VCR Please press rewind Mister Barbar Don't tuck me away No Mister Barbar Don't keep me in the drawer with all of your shaving equipment No I want you to tell me What to do with my life Yeah I need you to tell me Where I'm going wrong Oh Mister Barbar Don't make me make up my own mind I don't know what to do with it Inside me I'm blind
7.
Intermission 01:26
8.
I lost my vision Have you seen it? I forgot how to do long division I guess it's 'cause I'm short sighted Don't get excited and if you do try to hide it 'cause it's Friday Put the good spiders away Dust off the checkerboard The rats must be bored if they've come all the way out here just for a little piece of cheese Titch please You going away And there's nothing I'd like to say more than don't let the door hit you on the way out You shouted at me for the last time and 18 gallons of wine couldn't keep me with this feeling I couldn't drink a thimbleful of you Tame horses get turned into glue Pull your socks up 'cause we're all out of ketchup and there's no mayonnaise I don't care what he says There's not any dressing There's no salad worth suggesting Unscrew the top however many times you like There's no point fixing a broken bike if you can't ride
9.
Visitors 05:10
My friends don't understand the way I cut my hair and if they did they wouldn't come around here My friends They like to make fun of me and my way of dressing My friends hang around after the hours that they confess in I don't know what they're up to But I know they keep a light in their room for you For you Anyone can tell You are visiting from Hell And there's whiskers on your cheek And there's visitors in your dorm every night of the weekend And I don't like the look of them You call them patrons I call them men The latest of a long long line of masturbators Suiters Suckers on the vine I don't like violence I don't like time but when you're around I feel fine You're inclined to remind me of the time that she tied me down Made me promise I wouldn't tell Made me cancel my frown appointment Around the town appointment Let me down Let me down Let me down
10.
Tattletale 02:08
Watched you coming out the house You had on your feet You were walking like Mouse I watched you coming out the house You slipped right by me I wished you were inside me When you murder you are so beautiful When you go into that world I feel a hole in my soul If you like you can come by I won't tell a soul about the people that died Your voice is like liquorice It sticks to my neck It makes me wish that I wasn't such a little tattletale That I hadn't already told everybody where you were last night and now they're coming for you I'm sorry baby but they're coming for you I couldn't let anybody else have you
11.
Watching the tears fall from your graceless clown-like eyes So round So divisive So charmless I was moved Those tears fell through my armours I wasn't harmless anymore I felt like I needed to score as soon as I saw your smile like the Nile after the rain Your brain was like a train I wash my hands of the whole situation And I thought that my consternation would have put you off but there you were without a cough You didn't say anything negative You would never be that person you said But I wanted to score when I saw your smile And in my denial I let you in You put your finger and your thumb on my chin and you drew me in A thousand kisses deep You led me to the garden where I sleep it off
12.
My Dreams 03:29
When you are sleeping I go creeping round the neighbourhood and I'm up to no good I go walking in the park I leave little notes for the birds to read I go sneaking after dark and I bleed I bleed When I return I burn my thoughts out with a match and a little bit of gasoline and I never say where I've been No I never reveal what happens in my dreams My dreams They're just for me
13.
Dragon mouth You've got the dragon mouth 'cause you've been eating something you shouldn't've been You suggested making love But you couldn't even get the glove And you often accounted for lost business by asking for more That's where it went No one even knows what you mean when you ask How your garden grows It's just too damn obnoxious of you to think anyone else would get it And they pretend Then you are offended when they don't ask you back Whenever they do your eyes turn black You wanted to believe you could succeed With anyone else's ideas In your head But you know what was the result Tears And not yours
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Emerald river dance with such velvety grace to the rhythm of the Earth And every beat reveals magic pathways of light where each seeker finds rebirth Listen to the bleating absence of sound and you will hear what is And you will hear what is And you will hear what is And Nature ever favors softness like grass growing gently through cement And softness often thrives where brutality lies in a shroud of Death's foul scent Listen to the bleating absence of sound and you will hear what is And you will hear what is And you will hear what is It seems like everyone's so afraid of emotion 'cause they can't bear the pain But the deeper sorrow carves in the heart of your being the more joy you can contain Listen to the bleating absence of sound and you will hear what is And you will hear what is And you will hear what is And you will hear what is...

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Improvised live at Mufatsa's House on Thursday the 21st of April, 2022.

Each song was performed once except where noted.

Mixing comprised of volume and EQ adjustments, panning and light compression/effects.

These 15 songs were selected from the 17 performed.

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released May 2, 2022

Chris Scott - guitar, vocals & mixing
Giorgos Athanasiou - bass, synth, photography & mixing

Recorded by Giorgos Athanasiou

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Deftera Athens, Greece

A Weekly Music Diary.
Deftera is an improv project by Chris Scott and Giorgos Athanasiou. Every Monday evening we meet for 3 hours to express the week's feelings through improvised songs. We then select our favourites to release the following Monday.

Chris plays guitar and sings.
Giorgos plays the drums and sometimes guitar.
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