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"Feeling skittish" 7​/​2​/​22

by Deftera

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1.
Practise song This is a practice song Practise song We won't be playing it for very long Practice song You can't be right if you're trying to do it wrong
2.
Rude 03:29
You suck dick for money Aren't you ashamed of yourself I'm sorry I said that I wasn't feeling myself You're judgemental you prick Why do you say those things about No I understand It's just the bad energy trying to get out Take it back You're only trying to make a little time I'm sorry that I thought it was a crime to do something that made you feel good It's not something that I would do but I should Sorry for my breath It was only trying to rest It was stuck in my vest I'm sorry for the rest of the things I said Sorry for being rude
3.
Don't tell me just before I'm about to go out I've got ketchup on my trousers You know it drives me mad and I don't wanna leave feeling mad Don't wanna get out the house in a bad mood Don't wanna be rude to some stranger just because Just because I don't know how to dress myself How to go my own way Go my own way I feel like a landmine Popped up by some ancient sand mime Ready to explode I'm on the way to being overloaded Don't wanna make someone else's problems my own So I shouldn't do the same thing Sometimes the other finger wears the ring Sometimes a pauper's Sometimes a king's You just never know Who's gonna go and get sucked into your bullshit Bullshit Your bullshit
4.
Collecting teardrops in a paper cup makes them taste that much more delicious I haven't called you since I woke up Please don't think that makes me vicious 'cause I wanted to remind you to do yoga on the mat I left you I haven't talked about it to anyone The sting of plants on your bum made me cry at night When you told me something you'd never told anyone I wasn't frightened I loved you that much more as a friend I'm sorry if it looked like I was trying to pretend I wasn't I felt it but my English face always frowns like Brit Thanks for letting me in Thanks for giving me something to smoke When my tobacco was running thin You showed me something much more than that That your teardrops can make other people clap And thank you for reminding me that good people come by frequently Oh baby you are nice I'm sorry I don't have a surprise for you even though you deserve it Keep on surfing I know you like it loud and heavy So here is a riff for you Collecting teardrops in a paper cup I'll drink them right up Collect those teardrops in your little paper cup I'll drink 'em right up
5.
Something's off Something's not cooking right So I have to fight Haven't felt this way since the very 1st day they announced we had to stay in our house I wanted to go out I wanted to ring the changes I wanted to travel south It was blistering hot All the days went to feelings of blue I wanted to kiss you But they wouldn't let me out Should have done plenty of things in the summer of '20 Summer of '20 It was a blessing in a very very good disguise To my surprise The world turned white before my very eyes Before my very eyes Should have been kissing you Instead I was missing you In the comfort of our home Wasn't alright to talk to you every day on the phone We were hot and heavy in the summer of '20 Summer of '20
6.
Μες το δικό σου παραμύθι ξαναβρές το το ξεχασμένο μονοπάτι σου Και ξαναχάσ’το, ξαναβρές τo, ξαναπές το το τραγουδάκι σου
7.
I'm doubtful of your love When you lie to me Never have I been so low As when you revealed yourself to me Never should have taken than lift Never should have bought into your grift Why did you lie to me? Why won't you set me free? I'm doubtful of your love When you lie to me Never have I been so low Never coming out of the hole
8.
Lemon tree Don't forget me If you even knew me I pretend I don't need a friend but I definitely do and I'm glad it was you I expected you to be what you are and I was not disappointed Some people feel like it's the 2nd time you met them in your life Will you recognise me after the smoke and TV and to be honest I knew we would be friends from the first time I saw you you drove me round the bend and I wasn't wrong I think of you often and I'm glad I was at the bottom of your glass Will you recognise me If I'm not under a lemon tree Will you forgive me If I can't be there corporally
9.
Asked of Me 05:57
Twice you came to me I paid the price that you asked of me and you left me in my room feeling like a broom had swept me away I characterise my faults as being some switch switched to aux Priceless confession I never learned my lesson before Test out your frequencies on someone else Leave my buddies and me alone Leave us alone Master I did what you asked of me And I did it faster than the other 3 Now won't you please leave me alone? Yes won't you please leave me and my buddies alone? I don't have any more room in my head to keep your secrets I can't pretend I don't know anything I can't pretend anymore I'm gonna blow I can't pretend anymore that I don't know So pack up your bones and go There's no room for your tit and dog show There's no room anymore For that koko No no Get dressed and leave
10.
Hot when seen from across the room Somebody's groom is dancing on thin ice He's feeling nice Cold in his tomb The night has washed him out and he's ready for his stony womb Thinks about his next victim Maybe they'll let him do the washing up He finds it strange what he's missing Yeah he knows it's tough to be human but He's existing like a spider waiting for some dust to land on his web Knowing nothing's coming and he doesn't have an egg to worry about And he's 6 legs short anyhow He could stare the udder off a cow but it never works Only 1 thing will quench the thirst A long white piece of neck He's balancing on heck Trying to get one over on death Cold night at the graveyard again He wonders if he should phone a friend But his friends all drifted off long ago Ain't it delicious to wait But it looks too suspicious hanging around the gate of the schoolyard that he once frequented Oh he wishes he could give up the taste But some things are just too good to waste And anyway someone else would just come in and take it
11.
Bad luck to be born British From a deep historical perspective It's twisted To be lucky is to be cursed with not knowing what to do when shit gets worse Wearing a bib 'til you're 17 means you don't know how to keep your shirt clean It's broken I know This system has to go And I want to throw it away I want to give it it's dying kiss Its swan song as it sails away Being British means feeling skittish any time emotions are on the line Oh I freeze at the slightest breeze coming from the open window of your soul Oh I wish I could lie to you But that just wouldn't be couth And you know I'm deprogrammed from being rude Yes I'm a prude I'm a prude Queen Elizabeth approved
12.
Coffee Delay 05:42
This is how it feels when you are waiting for too long When the doorbell rings when you're halfway through a song and you can't concentrate And you wondering should I stop and just wait? But keep on keeping on It'll be here before too long And then you can get on with your stuff Don't listen to the voice that wants you to pawn off your thoughts I told it to go to sleep I told it to get some sleep Your belly flopped out and your head kicked into your chest You'll have to guess the rest But it's not too tidy to tell you about You only wanted a little bit of caffeine So you pushed a button on your tiny brown machine And somebody got the message that they should bring sweet liquid to my door Hit the bottom button You can't miss it Sweet liquid to my door But it still hasn't arrived and I'm starting to get tired Don't listen to me I'm about to get freaky Open your eyes I took off my disguise And now it's just me
13.
It's Fine 01:23
It's fine It's fine I'm mine again It's time again I saw my friends waiting at 10 Or was it 9 It was supposed to be 8 but it was fine It's fine again I'm finally at the end my friend of my story of being a twat I like myself finally Why haven't I been doing this all along? Singing these songs to you? My dream's come true

about

Improvised live at a secret studio on Monday the 7th of February, 2022.

Each song was performed once.

Mixing comprised of volume and EQ adjustments, panning and light compression.

These 13 songs were selected from the 17 performed.

credits

released February 14, 2022

Chris Scott - guitar & vocals
Giorgos Athanasiou - drums, mixing & photography

Recorded by Nikos Triantafillou

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Deftera Athens, Greece

A Weekly Music Diary.
Deftera is an improv project by Chris Scott and Giorgos Athanasiou. Every Monday evening we meet for 3 hours to express the week's feelings through improvised songs. We then select our favourites to release the following Monday.

Chris plays guitar and sings.
Giorgos plays the drums and sometimes guitar.
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